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Name: *Autumn*
State: HeLL
Gender: Female
Interests: My Life Is Interminable. Theres Nothing.
At least not yet...
Expertise: Being a Major fuck up and Acting like im a clueless Moron just for entertainment..
Message: message me
Member Since:
1/11/2004
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| I feel like ive been punch on the right side of my face its swollen.. Dont recall of anything bashing my head. But then again if something or someone did bash my head I wouldnt remember that... Everything changed, some people have left some people ive let go, some people I just completely forgot, for the better I hope. Im some were I never thought I would be. Im still happy with the decisions ive made in the past. No real regrets. Just some what ifs. Im not flashy or withdrawn from the world im just myself still... | | |
| You make me want to be a better person. I'll sing it one last time for you. Then we really have to go. You've been the only thing that's right. In all i've done. And I can barely look at you. But every single time I do. I know we'll make it anywhere. Anywhere from here. As if you have a choice. Even if you cannot hear my voice. I'll be right beside you. And we'll run for our lives. I can hardly speak I understand. Why you can't raise your voice to say. To think I might not see those eyes. It makes it so hard not to cry. And as we say our long goodbyes. I nearly do. We don't have time for that. All I want is to find an easier way. To get out of our little heads. Have heart We're bound to be afraid. Even if it's just for a few days. Making up for all this mess. As if you have a choice. Even if you cannot hear my voice. I'll be right beside you dear I love you | | |
| Its one of those things were you hope that if you keep on shedding those salty tears things might just change. Its one of the worse things someone that loves you could say. Its hard, its going to be hard, are we strong enough? Of course. Is it worth it? Most definitely. I know how I feel towards him and that I would never not want to be that special person in there life. You never expect to fall in love and then have them go for reason that are uncontrollable. I would of thought things would of been different in the future, easier definitely not harder.. Im deeply sadden.. | | |
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Nomatter who im with im always gonna be second. It hurts more then anything especially when you love them so much and you just cant seem to let them go. Soon you start to feel satisfied being second..
Ive yet to feel satisfaction.
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I really thought I could make you proud. I tryed so hard but like everything, I failed. Im a disappointment not just to you but to myself. Ive let you down over and over again. It just breaks my heart that no matter how hard I try, its still a struggle to find that approval, its aches ever night right before I close my eyes and fall in to a daze that slowly continues into a light sleep. I fear that ever little mistake unknowingly will change the course of how ill live my life and how I will feel towards anyone else. I will over come the battle within myself.
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